ORIENTATION OF A KING

Kunle Smith watched the racers intently from the VIP stand. His eyes were not trained on Martin Dash but on Jeff Stathers. Everyone in Maracana at that time had their eyes trained on Martin Dash because according to the Guinness Book of world records he was the fastest man alive - with a record 8.92 sec in the 100 meter dash.

Jeff Stathers on the other hand was a complete “nobody”; no one in the stands cared about him (apart from family and his team, that is), but here he was competing with the very best. His nation, Guernsey, was hardly known and when his name was mentioned by the commentator, no one batted an eye. 

The shot went off and all the racers shot forward; as expected Martin Dash beat everyone to the finish line… and everyone screamed their appreciation at the cheetah’s speed. Stathers, however, barely made it in 11 seconds. Only the commentator noticed it and he didn’t waste words trying to educate the screaming crowd on the last runner’s inefficiency.

Kunle turned to his 12 year old son, Eti, standing beside him. Eti was screaming his lungs out – quite inappropriate for the VIP lounge, but Kunle made no efforts to stop the boy; after all, the boy had come all the way from Nigeria to see his hero. Kunle on the other hand was interested in whoever the loser would be… Jeff Stathers just happened to be that loser

When the ovation died down, Eti turned to his father in excitement “Dad did you see that?” 

“Yes son, I saw what you saw but you didn’t see what I saw” Kunle replied

“What did I miss dad” Eti’s eagerness couldn’t be contained

“Did you notice the last man” Kunle asked 

“The loser?” 

“His name is Jeff Stathers” Kunle replied with a smile that reflected his understanding of Eti’s naiveté

“Why would I notice him dad? Nobody cares about losers” 

“God does” Kunle touched his son’s right shoulder “Did you know that three Olympic outings ago, Martin Dash was last in the 100 meter dash?” 

“Seriously?” Eti’s eyes popped 

“That was the second time he came last in the 100 meter dash” Kunle Continued “You see son, there is a vital lesson in life that people miss… Time and chance happens to us all…”

 “I don’t understand dad” 

“Whatever happened to Martin Dash 8 years ago to change his fate, can also happen to Stathers” Kunle answered as he rubbed his son’s shoulder “You see, most people will write you off in life when you don’t instantly succeed. God doesn’t; matter of fact, that’s when God is moulding you to fit his plan”

“So?” Eti still didn’t get his dad’s point 

“Maybe not this Olympics” Kunle replied “maybe not the next, or maybe not even in the Olympics… but Jeff Stathers will meet greatness… and greatness isn’t what people or the media say about you… Greatness is knowing you are doing exactly what God created you to do”

GUN SLINGER WITHOUT AMMO

This is not feel good poetry but the wrung out tale of a miscarriage (A misrepresentation of an artistic design supposedly destined for manifestation. A true false-appearance of what could have been the rise of another general)

I accepted the draft into the 85th platoon of writers in Zion Military and received all the necessary gear - what Ephesians would term the amour. I spent time in training filling up my arsenal. My mission was simple – decongest Hades through the media. Get fellow citizens of Zion back home by building bridges with my knees and getting the vultures off their backs with the blood from my ball point.

My first assignment was to blog… So I built camp with the C.I.A… significant progress was made until I felt I had “risen” in the ranks. When other opportunities offered more material gains I neglected my duty post… Right now, all I see are sing song cobwebs asking me to pay rent to spend a night in my own blog. 

With each passing humble dawn I paid less attention to the well-spelt assignment… Imagine my shock when I realized that each passing day didn’t change the way the sun rose… consistently it rises from the east and whether or not you acknowledge it, the sun still rises… It doesn’t matter who says “Good morning sun” or not… it still does its duty… and no matter how mundane the sun rise has become it doesn’t change the fact that the exotic beauties of life are dependent on its “mundane” rays

I felt that my blog wasn’t relevant because nobody reached out to tell me “awww… this was beautiful” or “that was just on point” but now I know better. Only one person called me into this army; The Field Marshall himself – Jesus. 

Whether or not I get any praise shouldn’t deter or determine my post rate… because only Christ can pay my minimum wage. My neglect of this duty post was a FALL… say what you want, I know what I know… It was a FALL… I fell because, fulfilling my duty was meant to refill my arsenal… so, after a long stretch I looked inwards and realized my magazine was empty… not even one clip… worse off, the few benefactors of my word arsenal were starved… my gentiles couldn’t become Jews because my pouch of circumcising words was empty…

Here is my apology… I am sorry… I don’t intend to stay down… I know my mistakes and I have received the grace to run the race once again… 

By grace I will stay here as long as the Field Marshall needs me here… By grace I will keep pouring this ink in… and one day your heart will receive it by Grace… 

Welcome back to C.I.A…

FREED SLAVE

Max’s ballpoint dribbled faster than his diary could take… his thoughts were scrambled yet he knew exactly what he had to tell God… he wanted to end it all… paranoia was now his homie, delusions slept next to him every night and hallucinations were the only ones he spoke with.

 “Dear God, they say nothing is impossible for you… absolutely nothing… it’s not like I don’t believe it… I do… but I just don’t get why you haven’t taken this cravings out of me… this beast… this monster eating me up… could you please get it out? Lord I need you… more than the moon needs the sun… I do…” Max kept scribbling… still, the thirst for just another “drag” mocked. The quartz alarm clock chimed 2:00 am…

Max stared at his fourteen year old brother sleeping on the other end of the bed. Timmy held Max in high regard. All Timmy saw was the young Christian R & B crooner that would send anointed ministers reeling on the floor anytime he held the mic. Not the weed addict

“Someday I would be like you… ministering till the heavens come down” Timmy would say… Max had never “used” anywhere there was the slightest chance of Timmy finding out. Truth is, he wasn’t as concerned about the church finding out as about being discovered by Timmy.

 He had become “Dad” to Timmy ever since their father had abandoned their mum for a younger “chic”.

Max stopped scribbling and stared at the backpack that had two wraps of weed in it. The intense lure urged his feet to the bathroom. He wrapped. He lit. He dragged. In the dark. His nerves calmed. He heard music notes. And he puffed some more. 

Then the bathroom door opened and the lights came on. There Timmy stood in his pyjamas… Timmy rubbed his eyes. Timmy stared. In shock. Timmy gasped. And coughed. Timmy choked. Timmy was asthmatic… Timmy gasped and dropped to the floor. The rest was a blur… 

“Oh God”… the only words that Max could utter… he dropped the wrap in the toilet bowl, flushed and rushed over to Timmy… He dropped to his knees… lifted Timmy to the room. Went in search of Timmy’s inhaler… 

The can was empty… Max was devastated… and Timmy was timing out… Timmy stopped gasping… Timmy went out

Max knelt… and the only words that came out where “Dear Lord, I promise to quit for real if you can just breathe life into Timmy” But there was no response… The tears… the regrets… the voices… those wretched monsters laughing… more regrets 

“Do you intend to keep that promise?” Max recognized the voice… but it wasn’t that of a monster… It was Timmy’s… 

“With the last drop of my blood” Max answered with a quivering voice “You know… we’ve been set free already” Timmy continued with a weak voice “just walk in the freedom Max… don’t be enslaved again… because I still want to be like you”

INCOMPREHENSIBLE

I want to praise my God

The Almighty with words & phrases

that English language cannot fully define 

words that will have your faces puzzled 

because they defy grammatical structures,

rules of concord and might not be understood by English doctors

words like The Alagbara, phrases like Aribiti Arabata

words that get you speaking in tongues - shakabata

I want to praise my Jah with ancient words 

that will throw the gates of heaven ajar 

because my papa will be dancing and laughing

Hahaha 

and be saying things like that’s my boy,

he might not know how to speak Queens English 

but he indeed knows how to speak my language

I know he is the Alpha, because he instituted time

& because he always heals in time, I know he is the Rapha

and because he never leaves me nor abandons me

he is my Shammah

the righteous judge who sits on the throne of light 

I’m talking about my Shaphat

and from the throne of grace he spreads his wings over me

 my banner; the Nissi

the Nissi who sees as the Roi

& because he sees, he is the perfect shepherd, my Rohi

the Elohim, common say Hello to him

He who sits in heaven, the Bashayim

and restores all that is lost as the El Ashyib

I praise the sovereignty of my Adoney

El Magowr who washes away all my agony

English can attempt to define these words & phrases

but these definitions will never bring Shalom

because no English dictionary tells you that peace

is a geographic location, but I'm resident in peace

matter of fact the King of Peace is my father

& the Prince of Peace is my brother

matter of fact, I am chilling in peace while I deliver this piece - Peace

I want to praise my Lord with phrases like 

Abasi Ibom, Oluwa Effizy Chibuike, the Shaddai

who is the all sufficient I AM 

grammatically I AM is an incomplete statement

but who can quantify the everlasting completeness of El Olam

the Lion & the Lamb

a perfect oxymoron that makes perfect sense to even the atheist moron

don’t mind my grammar but do mind I AM 

for in him is life, and in him I found my wife

and if you build your marriage on Selai, My Rock 

no man can put asunder, no divorces

no forces can force this apart

because we are bonded by the Agape 

the only one whose nature is indeed love 

I praise you Love, I praise you Lord 

I praise you I AM, because when I need a provider You tell me I AM Jireh

 & when I am bullied, you tell me I AM the Lion of Judah

so you roar until Hades confesses that you are JEHOVAH 

The self-existing Almighty one

In my weaknesses and frailties I am confident of your mercies

because you are El Nas and El Rachum 

Lord I want to praise you with incomprehensible words like

Reglara ban derogo sesto escalaraba Reguloveoragre brandigero… till thy Knigdom come 

and when it’s all said and done 

You remain the Omega

GRATITUDE

On a scale of A – Z my worth could have rated as a non-existent alphabet without the predestined thoughts of the Alpha God. I mean what value was attached to me when Christ scanned the radar and saw a man lying in the trenches, battered by the onslaughts of a battle he should have been prepared for by simply acknowledging that God was and is God. 

When He heard me mutter with parched larynx and scarred lungs for help, he showed up even though I never even asked for His help. Seriously, who offers help when no one asks for it? My background meant nothing to Him, He wouldn’t be deterred by the faults that growing up had engraved on my thoughts, He looked way past the stupid insecurities that I had no business purchasing, and He chose to rightfully trust this mind full of lust… He chose me 

Funny thing is He didn’t just clean me up… He’s still cleaning me. Sometimes the sponge gets a bit rough as he consciously rubs off the unconscious scales that I have welded to my subconscious. Sometimes it feels like scalpels are being sunk in every facet of my personality to excavate the skeletons that I had buried with the white flags of bluffs. And when I open my “under the refinery” lips in complaints He hushes me into silence – “No whitewashed walls” He says, “we can’t just paint over these cadavers, the stinks will surface”

So I simply grumble still not aware of the load of good the refinery is doing me… I’m learning to know… Sometimes it takes dreams for me to realize that I am still on course, still undergoing the course of faith, because at other times the pressure of the wanton world blinds my naked vision. Sometimes only revelations wink at me when I browse my 66 Books manual, a rare occurrence as Facebook, twitter, DSTv, and the media have me on the regular. 

Still He continues the work, which He alone could start and only He can conclude amidst my rain of frailties. Not budging, not reneging on His promise to never leave me, nor abandon me… remaining a true homie, the ruler of the home called me, providing and being the shepherd even though I definitely don’t act like the sheep… I wonder why He still believes I can amount to the original intent that initiated my creation. 

If He still thinks I am worth it, then I am… Hmmm

For the many days that I ran back to my slime… as I still do… For the many days that I doubt that you would ever value my coarseness… For the many days that I let go of the mission in pursuit of what was in my peripheral vision… For the many days I forget the enormity of The Call… For the fact that you never ever kicked me out and shut the door… 

I just want to say Thank You Dad… You rock.

For the journey so far, Thank You

THE HOSPITAL

 I came by a building once that looked like a church; a cross & a steeple in front, all white & saintly with a touch of green, I noticed a sign on the front porch - it said; Out Patient Parking, but the building itself had no name, no sign other than the green cross. Hold up, I noticed the green cross had a green snake wound round it just like the ones in hospitals & pharmacies.

See, it was Sunday morning and I was hoping I could do service quickly and head out for an appointment, really. Yeah! Sunday appointments, I do them like freebies. Don’t ask me where my family was on this Sunday because the day I started a family was my worst day; I have been trying to reverse that decision since, I will someday. Who has time for family when there’s so much to do on life’s runway?

So back to the gist about church; I checked my watch to see how much time I had before my appointment, shucks! Barely one hour, church service would have to be in transit, after all my body is the temple of the Holy Ghost, that’s it! Just as I turned to go, an ambulance with sirens blaring screeched past me to stop inches from the main entrance front steps & two paramedics jumped out and ran to the back of the truck.

 I was hoping to see some half dead guy on a gurney but I was shocked when the door opened and a robust guy walked out bubbling with life, louis rag, bright coloured t-shirt, studs, leopard skin blazers & skinny jeans. Then I noticed the paramedics didn’t have any white or green or blue uniforms on, just t-shirts & jeans. "Ok, this is weird" I thought to myself… There was no hurry in their demeanour as they climbed the steps.

 The main entrance opened and two nurses stepped out, in knee-length skirts & beautiful stripped shirts; the only thing that showed they were nurses were the white caps. Warmth streamed around them & it was obvious their smiles was from their heart - not trying to fake it like some ushers…these were seasoned nurses, not some upstarts…

 One paramedic tripped & something fell from his hand - A bible, seriously?

 I forgot my appointment and walked up to the driver in the truck “What is this place?” I asked… “Oh, hi… it’s a hospital” he responded with a smile that could wake the dead…“What kind of a hospital?”… “One that cures everything” he answered yet again… I still didn’t get it but didn’t want to look foolish (first impression matters) so I changed my line of questioning “That guy you just brought in, he looked well, so why the emergency wails?”…“He’s not so welll” The driver retorted “he’s struggling with self-esteem, Identity crises, was contemplating suicide when the medics apprehended him and is struggling with pornography”… I paused to connect the dots, but the line wasn’t forming…

 Hospital, bibles, self-esteem, identity, suicide… pornography. Seeing my confusion, the driver added “if you are wondering what kind of a hospital it is, why don’t you go in & find out?” Curiosity got a hold of me and I unconsciously turned towards the row of steps.

 As I reached the landing, the main entrance opened and the same nurses held it open letting the two paramedics rush out again… both of them said “hi” & I felt a pull towards their smiles… one even paused to shake hands with me… and they were off again... another emergency I guess. Guess what the ushers did? They both hugged me… “Welcome to The Hospital” they said in unison taking my briefcase and my jacket from me… I was dumbstruck, but my feet carried me…

When I finally walked in, it felt like another world entirely… I could feel a strong supernatural force or presence but I had no idea what it was, this place was odd… beautifully odd – the chairs where arranged in a circular pattern, with a young man in denim slacks and t-shirt at the centre of the pattern… on his neck hung stethoscopes, but there was no lab coat… If I was allowed to swear, I would swear... matter of fact I swear… there was this halo around him, which made him look like Jesus! My attention was ripped off him by the rays of love flying by me… It was coming from everyone that was staring at me…

No, this wasn’t some erotic sensual love, it wasn’t even philio… This was some word-defying love that could only be felt not described “Are they high on stuff?” was a thought I couldn’t help… “No” The young man in the centre responded “Just the Holy Spirit, not stuff”… “Can he hear my thoughts?” I thought to myself… “No” He answered once again “it’s just written all over your face, that’s all”… Then he came down from the little platform and walked towards me.

I stood there transfixed, not sure if to turn away… or to stay, I fidgeted like a teenage girl being asked out… I felt like crying - the essence here was strong - I felt all the defences that I had built up over the years cripple like wax in sun… I didn’t realize when tears took leave of absence from my eyes… And when he finally reached me and hugged me, JESUS… Yeah! That’s the word JESUS… that’s what I felt! “It’s not just a word” He whispered in my ears… “It’s The Name above every other name anywhere”… I kept sobbing… not stopping…“What is happening to me…? “You are experiencing the Love of God, The Cure to everything” he replied

 “What is this place?” I asked for the second time in fifteen minutes… “Most people call it church, but it’s a hospital, everyone walks in here sick, either spiritually, mentally or physically… but the Love of God cures us all and makes us whole” He replied again

“Are you saying everyone here has issues?” My shock increased my sobbing “Sorry to disappoint you sir, but even I have issues” he replied “You think your family is slowing you down on life’s runway, but I tell you what, your family is important to God’s purpose on earth, your family is your first responsibility on earth, you are the Head of that Department” He added with a smile

I never told him about my family issues, how he got to know about it, I know not “I am a doctor sir, the Holy Spirit - the Chief Medical Director just told me” Then one of the nurses walks up to him with a new stethoscope “Who’s that for?” I puzzled “Everyone here has one” The doctor replied “everyone here is special, so we monitor individual heartbeats with different stethoscopes, this is yours” … Then I looked up at the ceiling with tears in my eyes… hoping to see a fresco... But all I saw was a huge painting that read - “The church is a hospital not a monastery… It’s God that justifies the ungodly, not Morality”

IT IS WRITTEN

Aerodynamically, the bumblebee is not supposed to fly...but it doesn’t know that, so it just flies anyway because it is written that the bumblebee will fly anyway...What are the laws of nature anyway? are they not subject to the writer of the written word anyway?

Biologically, a 3-day corpse, brutalized, battered, head bruised, spine greased, heart punctured, lungs pierced, and blood drained cannot regain functions of the of the brain again, but the trinity trilogy surpasses biology and Christ as the living word born from the spoken word remains the written word that says that "you will not let my soul rot in Sheol, neither will you let the grave swallow my name..." 

So he rose after three days because it is written that "I will destroy this temple and rebuild it in three days"...so this temple, this body was destroyed and rebuilt in three days, 2012 years ago because it is written that "if we have been buried with him, we are also raised with him into the newness of life"...life based on the written word and not by scientific laws… 

 In the beginning was the word, the word was with God and the word was spoken by God and written by the Holy Spirit through the fingers of men led by the Spirit… conscious minority writing the conscious totality, the living written word, in order to birth a conscious majority… so, we have the written word in a rifle called a Bible…the written word being the bullets and your tongue being the trigger... so, when you speak, you trigger the written word to become the living word... because it is written that "the tongue is a tree of life" and if you know how to aim right, you can speak God’s blueprint for you into life...

 But if you are not familiar with the written word, you can only have thoughts that are wicked & it is written "that out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh" You know what that means, yeah? So seek the living word, through the written word until you believe, for it is written that "with the heart you believe and with your mouth you speak unto life borne by salvation…" believe

 So, let’s seek written words and speak written words for our conquest in this dark and broken world because it is written that "even if I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I’ll fear no evil, for the Lord is in me, taking up residence in me, perambulating in me…" 

Yes! He is my salvation, so whom shall I fear? Who dares to touch God’s anointed here? Who can even understand a man led by the written word? As he is neither there nor here, because he is as the wind... Yes, the man borne by the written word made living is a spirit, a wind... So, no harm can befall the wind, but we wreck havoc in hell because it is written that "her seed shall bruise your head"...

 So, we are more than conquerors on this earth as it is written, "this is the victory that overcomes the world, even our faith in the living written word" ... Yes, we scare terror and pestilence is afraid of us because we have Cherubims with thunder bolts ahead of us & Seraphims with flaming swords coming after us... 

Yes, goodness and mercy follows us & divine health too because it is written once again "that by his stripes we WERE healed", a past deed, a done deal...so, in anticipation of my future ills, he broke skin, broke into the vaults of diseases, cleared the accounts and retrieved the keys, left the devil displeased, so you can kiss sicknesses bye bye...say hi, "hi" divine health replies because it is written that "the same spirit that raised up Christ from death resides in us and vitalizes our very fibers, from the cells to the organs"... So even if we are bitten by vipers, that same spirit makes music to cleanse our system, call him the wiper…

So when you are hyper-ventilating, remember the writer of the written word who says that "the chastisement of your sins was upon him"... Him… the written word, that has become our everything, wisdom, power, and wealth, yeah wealth… so in your broke moments, when money has gone into stealth... Yes, your accounts blink red, currency emergency mode activated, and you are as hungry as a roaring lion looking for the next prey to make bread... You can reverse your gears by simply acknowledging that all things are yours because it is written that "you have been blessed with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places" 

Hey! Who God has blessed, who can curse?

Before I write out, I’d like you to pause & meditate on these words, for it is written that "he that meditates on these words day and night shall become a fruitful tree, sustained by the rivers of waters…" Shhhhh

 And when you are done meditating, utter as spoken words, the written word, that have become living words through your meditations… As it is written, "because we believe, we speak"